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I literally Don't know what is in my head..like i said i cut myself from all those connection..where i used to stalk him..where i used to see what he is upto ..what he is doing and all..because those things hurt me everyday..like he follow girls..i know its normal but i dont like it..i even Don't know why.. I won't say a word "love".. because i Dont want him to feel sorry about me..or being guilty over something..so just leave that particular word "love"..but whatever it was..i still feel connected to him..i want to break this connection ..because it is useless for him everything..like you know..i feel like I'm making him annoying.. I'm bothering him..but at the same time..i feel he need me..i feel he feels good by talking to me..oh god..then other thing strike on my mind ..if he really wants to talk to You..he will there is no need to chase him..and say..talk to me...you know in our childhood we used to play a game where there is chaser and a runner...the chaser chases and runner runs...but when the chasers stop chasing the runner..he stopped running and came back to the chaser...to ask "what happened?"

Same thing connected with people in life also. If you chase someone..they will run..but once you stop chasing..and be seated..calmly..they will come back to you ...

But as I said i try to break the connection.. but im fail to do that ..its okay don't feel sorry for me... I guess it happens.. okayy so there are several things i didn't even say to him..i wanted to tell..but as those words were coming out of the mouth..he ask me to keep quiet by breaking the relation.

So it is that easy to break any relationship?

Like reallllyyy ??

You said we are breaking the relation

And boom Everything faded...i guess no...

But whatever it will be..the feelings will remain same after so many years from now..

The only difference is that i won't utter a word to him about how i feel .... I have learnt one thing.." weird ending leads to beautiful Destination..."

Maybe it will happen to me also...well i dont know as i said...