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THANK YOU mummy for never making me feel my skin color is the reason why i dont get good rishtas, i have been insecure about my body, looks and color since childhood, got comments on face by relatives saying, " your shoulder is broader than your cousin, right?". Your hands and feet are like your daddy, right?. I was told KAALI by this cousin who was a small kid, and i was about 12 years , i couldnt handle maturely and broke down in tears and was told by my aunt that youre big you should understand!.
These are some instances which are imbibed deep down. Cant even imagine, what it must be, behind my back, Been this person who always had beautiful friends around, thus was always looked down by new accquaintances, i accepted that this will always happen. All of this made me shallow, low in confidence, ALWAYS.